Sometimes we get bummed out that we didn’t get something we worked on just to find out later someone/something was really looking out for you. For instance, a former co-worker of mine applied for the same position that I did and she got the position. I was really disappointed and angry about the whole thing just to find out due to budget cuts she might be loosing her position. Thats what I mean about good looking out. Maybe I don’t need to be working at a college that is having budget cut issues. Someone/something thinks highly of me and thinks I deserve better.